NaruGaa Fanfiction

Desperation

Title: Desperation

Author: Me a.k.a Magaa

Pairing: Naruto x Gaara, what else? XD

Rating: T

Genre: BL/ boy x boy/Yaoi, Romance, Angst.

Warning: I don't own the characters and the pict, I just own the plot. English isn't my first language. DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT. JUST IGNORE, OK! 

Happy Reading!!!

They loved each other, but they never knew each other's feeling. What they knew was that each other had each own lover, and it made them lived in a desperation, longing each other but couldn't be together as a couple. 

Naruto POV

I still remembered it, all of the time that was spent by us. Just the two of us, there was no one else, only I and you, together . . . but seemed that it didn’t end up forever though I hoped it. You had changed since that day, when you found someone that was able to get your attention, beside me. You’re a cold person, so cold until there was no one who stayed beside you, except me. Yes, only me that you had. It’s a usual thing that you got angry to me, avoiding me because my foolish act, but there’s not a worry since you would come back to your usual self, spoiling to me. That’s why I never imagined such of thing, the thing that I would lose you like this day. Although you were near me, it looked like you were going further and further, never coming back. Now, it’s hard for me to reach you, reaching your heart for loving me. I missed you. I missed the time when you’re beside me, not that person. Could you see it, my heart who was longing you so much, Gaara?

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Gaara POV

I didn’t have anyone to rely on until you came in my life. You gave me your smile that was like a bright light for my dark heart. You taught me everything, how to make so many expressions on my face that I thought it’s hard since I had an emotionless face, how to treasure my life and how to love someone who treasured me. You became so precious for me, the most precious person I ever had. You always placed me in the highest place in your life, so did I. But, everything had changed between us since that day. You had him now; the person who really cared of you had come back to your life, when I just got your life into a mess. Well, you look happier with him than with me. It hurt me, hurting my selfish mind who wanted you to see me only. And I would be more selfish if I didn’t let you go. That’s why I tried to burry this feeling, forgetting everything between us and pretending to love someone else, a person who accidentally came and said that he loved me. It’s so pathetic. I was so pathetic because I was still longing ahead to be loved by you, only you, Naruto. 

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Author's Note: Gomen minna! So sorry that I just wrote their POV..... I have a plan to write their real story, but I haven't really decided it since I'm sooooooo moody in writing fanfict. I'm afraid that I can't make a good ending. But I'll try to dig my desire to continue it. Well,,, I love this pair so much. >_<